HUNGER AND SEARCH FOR GOD IN YOUR GRACE

The Lord is here to bless you. As we worship, we worship who He is, the God who is in the beginning. I want you to worship Him for who He is. Whatever you came here with, you will not leave with it because He is a way maker. Believe me when I say He will make a way for you, it will be unusual and it won’t be the way you are used to things happening. It will go out of your mental capacity and how you are used to. When you leave this place you will see a way, be it spiritually, career wise or in business. You don’t have to see Him working or feel Him. He is a promise keeper and a miracle worker. Whatever He spoke to you in your private space, He will make sure that it happens. He is working out a miracle for you even when you don’t know or feel that He is working. This is who He is.

A worship of a person who has seen Him holy and that of the one who heard about His holiness is not the same. People will think that you are crazy when you have seen Him holy. When you have seen Him it is not the same. The level of angels and archangels is not the same. I can never tell you how holy He is until you see Him for yourself. It is out of this world. We read in books about Maria Woodworth-Etter who would have a revival and people would be caught up in the glory in a way that they do not get tired nor sick. You won’t understand until you see what they have seen. The moment the bible says Jesus fed 5000 men there were still people who deemed them crazy because they didn’t see what those people saw. There is what 5000 people experienced and what the 12 disciples experienced. What you see and experience when you are with God determines the level of glory you will see. There are people who say God you are glorious while the glory they have seen is nothing to someone. What determines what you see is the level of hunger you have. When we read in 1 John which says I am writing to you old men, you moving from being a child is determined by the hunger you have. What you have seen is the level you are giving in.

When someone says I have seen the Lord seated on the throne it is because they have seen something you have never seen. Someone who heard that He is holy is not the same as someone who has seen and touched His holiness. Being near Him is not enough. You still have to touch and feel him. Someone is satisfied with just seeing Him, touching him and think they know God, but truth is you can never know God. There is a bottomless hunger in you spiritually that the physical man has to adapt to. Already the spirit man is hungry but God cannot supply to the spirit man alone. Some of you are like “I am full”, but that is nothing compared to the fullness that someone has. Abraham still had hunger even though he experienced God/Melchizedek. He experienced Christ more than Jesus experienced Him. What Abraham experienced Jesus never knew. Jesus knew how to have Christ in Him and Abraham knew how to exchange things with Him. There was still hunger even in Jesus hence He said Eli, Eli why have you forsaken me. When you come with the attitude that I know what is going to happen, I know this verse, I know what love is you can never walk with God.

The hunger that Matthew talks about is a state that you put yourself in. When he says blessed are the ones who believe without seeing, it means they decided to believe without seeing. When it says blessed are the ones who hunger – they have put their selves in that state. Someone has hunger for Him more and more, every time you kneel down you have to do it with a new mindset. Everyone who goes to God as a knowing person misses Him. They came to Jesus saying teach us how to pray, when you pray this prayer a second later it is not in the will of the Father because it was for that time. Religion is not when it happens after two month but even when it happens after a second. You can never say you pray in the Will of the Father while you still have an introduction and conclusion. This is a concept and religion. Grace is the Spirit leading you and not having a method to pray. Grace is “I do not know Lord but you know”. Whatever God teaches you, it is not that you may predict Him. Religion be displayed in you kneeling down while He wants you to stand up, closing your eyes when He wants you to open your eyes. There is no proper method of going to God and being closer to Him.

You will never understand a person who says you are holy unless you have gazed upon Him and understand how deep He is and where He is calling you to. Are you where God is calling you to or you are where you want to be? Are you still in Mount Sinai? The moment He says true worshippers will worship in truth and spirit it is because there will not be a method or way. Your tongue may be too late because He has released another. I am not saying this to condemn you but so that you may seek Him more. There are some people who are spiritual but do not search the heart of the Father. The level of maturity is not determined by knowing what to do but being led. Many Christians are near God when they are puzzled and confused but are far from Him when they have everything figured out. That’s the problem with this generation, they do not experience miracles the way the Generals did because they study how they performed the miracles. They don’t search God but they are looking for methods that will bring miracles and answers.

God wants to take us out of the mentality of not searching for His heart. These are the days where people will get healed in different ways, someone will jump, laugh, lie down. God is saying He will confuse the world in a way they won’t understand but you who search His heart will know what is happening. It won’t be a compulsory thing but it will be a matter of who is hungry for Him? You will anoint seven and one gets healed because the anointing works in he who seeks Him. In this era we won’t have worship that is unified physically, where you see all people crying, but you will see someone laughing and someone as if they are dead. God will work in us individually and in different ways. It will be confusion to the world where someone is singing and someone is laughing. God will touch you in a personal way where you will not fit into the program of people. That order is no more. There will be disorder as if it is causing disruption but it is order unto God, this is where God will not ask you where your brother or wife is. There will not be ways of bringing out miracles where you have to fast, but it will be a matter of how far you see God. Programs will stand still because the Spirit is walking in person.

When you are in the garden it is you and your Eden. You have to enter into your Eden. Genesis 1:26 it was in the Garden when God said let us make man in our own image, and he said be fruitful and multiply. Genesis 2, before He made man He spoke and gave him power to subdue, so every man has his own garden. It is your duty to remain in the garden and be with God. The moment you receive Him you become placed in the garden where you have to be with Him. Be careful that you are not removed from your garden. When Jesus wanted to go to the garden He told the disciples to wait because they were not supposed to enter with Him. It is was between Him and God. Joshua doesn’t know himself while he is still in the tent of Moses. When Moses died God never called Joshua to where Moses was. The way Joshua knew God is different from how Moses knew Him. Some of you are still stuck in someone’s level. You have not reached where He is calling you because you have been studying the book of Generals in a wrong manner.

The bible says imitate their faith not their grace. Another one has the grace that when he kneels God hears him, when he stretches his hand God hears him. Are you where God has called other people? I can be your father but you can’t be where I am unless you follow your own grace. There are generals who gave people their grace and it was heavy for them. You need to find your grace and the heart of the Father. Find what pleases God. Many still quote that in the mountain there is provision, what if God provides for you in the bedroom? What is your meeting point with God? Gone are those days where people study how someone worships God. Not all have the grace to sit down while people are worshipping, not all have the grace to cry while people are worshipping. Grace is not how you are but where God is calling you to. Grace makes you to be loud while you are a quiet person. When God calls you He calls you to a place where you can’t be comfortable and become yourself.

God seeks the Will from you. I am seeking sons and daughters who know who they are in the Spirit not in the body, sons who know where God is calling them to. John 15:1, when we talk about grace we talk about grace that applies to your flesh. There is the garden for the Spirit and the garden for the body. There are branches and those that do not bear fruits the Father cuts away. Jesus never said I am a stem but a vine. A vine is a plant that is planted besides the tree. We do not have a grape tree but it is a grape vine because it can never stand on its own. Jesus is a vine and He displays His power through the branches. Jesus says my Father is the vinedresser – head dresser. The bible says He is the vinedresser, and speaks about the branch not the tree. So it is up to the branch; if it bears fruit the vinedresser will dress it with a vine. We are the body of Christ but what does the hand, head, leg have? We are one tree but when it comes to the branch it is personal.

Verse 2, how does He prune you? I bet that Christians have been reading this verse the wrong way. The minute God prunes you it means every fruit you will bear will be from Him. Isaiah 55:1, in John 15 He talks about the fruits. There are trees that are not hungry for Him and the vine can never be planted upon them. Come the way you are then you will have the fruits of the Spirit. Many people thought they missed the vine because they didn’t have the fruits of the Spirit but it was because they were not hungry. The level of hunger you have determines how you will see God. The way God wants you to come to Him is how you will experience Him. The Will of the Father for you is not the same as the other person. Grace is unmerited favor – you get it because He has graced you for that particular thing. Do not go with what other people are doing. Come to God with your fruits, hunger and thirst, so that you can be given the vine. There are people who are pruned yet do not have the vine because they don’t even know where they meet God. Your garden is where you meet God. You enter the rest when you know where to meet God.

You must know what you are graced for. The problem is that someone is still trying to be someone else and there won’t be any other person like that. You will not know yourself while you still preach like someone else, while you are still imitating someone you will not know yourself. Grace is in the Will not in copying.

Your Father Through The Gospel
Abraham Unknown

YESHUA; A CITY ON A HILL, THE LIGHT THAT CANNOT BE HIDDEN